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 2007-03-29 『我的生活』Subsistence 邂逅
谁遇见了谁
谁看见了谁的美丽
谁赶上了这场不怀好意的邂逅 最近的生活有些忙碌....
带狗狗,上班,写教案准备公开课,RAID....
没有尽头.我知道.日子还将这么继续下去.
没有太大的追求.
只是希望能平静的过活. L离开了我们 回到了以前的地方
G也不再理他
不知道发生了什么事
不知道是什么样的一种心情
L说死心的感觉.
什么是死心的感觉?
麻木ing.... 崽崽你喜欢我么?
我不在你身边时,你会想我么?
等你长大后,还会这么调皮么?
么么...
我会想你的..  selenajo 发表于 02:26:16 | 阅读 () | 留言 (0) |
2007-03-25 You Were My Everything
This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…
You’re the one that I like, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel
That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and trul
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
you are number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work
What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
(Talking) I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby
Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care
Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
(Talking) And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy selenajo 发表于 12:31:27 | 阅读 () | 留言 (0) |
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2007-03-20 『我的生活』Subsistence 扁桃体发炎引起的发烧
这么严重....是我没想到的....
扁桃体还一直在发炎.
是否还会持续发烧? 睡不着了...
全身无力.很痛.出过几场大汗.咋还不好?
我还有很多事要做啊!
你给我赶快好起来! 睡觉去了 selenajo 发表于 02:37:21 | 阅读 () | 留言 (0) |
2007-03-14 『我的生活』Subsistence 把一切留在昨天
我们无法说服自己不去想念,亦或忘记.
时间不会因为我们的记忆停留. 现在的我,在忙活些什么?
游戏?吃饭?睡觉?备课?教学?吵架?甜蜜?
周而复始如此生活着. 我想,这样的状态,会维持多久?
考研?为了工作.
但却再也不想拿起书.
厌恶! 想把一切都丢在亿昨天.
等待新的一天,至少我们活在现在这个时刻里. 假如,假如一切都没有发生.
我又该在哪?
我又该在想念着谁? 老公在我身边睡得很塌实.
可现在是傍晚8:27
他又一个通宵.这应该是连着的第4还是5个...
我们过着不一样的生活.
他看着日出而睡....
睡吧..
晚安.. selenajo 发表于 20:35:49 | 阅读 () | 留言 (1) |
2007-03-13 『我的生活』Subsistence 多少个不眠夜
不记得了,不记得了.
多少个不眠夜,我就这样坐在电脑前,发呆.
呵呵. 等着我爱的那个男人回家.
我和他说,对我温柔一点.
我和他说,宠我一点.
我和他说,多爱我一点.
我和他说,我怕我有一天会离开.
呵呵. 人,长大,愈来愈无奈.
我们活在这个变态的社会里.
造就了一批批不正常的人类. 我在说啥呢?呵呵
只有我能看懂的言语. 你叫我留在五区 帮你重建天谴.
你们叫我离开五区 去重新开始.
我..
何去何从... 我知道,我狠不下心说离开.
因为的确是很舍不得..
但...
我们造就了开始,也预料了结局.
心里太清楚了.....呵呵..... 晚安了各位.
好梦.
selenajo 发表于 04:55:08 | 阅读 () | 留言 (1) |
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